Friday, December 17, 2004
gre8 this past weeks have been great for me... i feel that somehow i have become a better person? not i bhb or wat. but i feel that i reduce the number of "shooting" people rates and my HL and GL rate kinda go down le... currently trying to improve and my bad-temper also now under control... GRINS~ >=D. ok this past weeks i have been doing nothing except enjoying myself with games and tv and hanging out with my brothers. recently into NFSU2. Newest racing game out. Nice graphics + nice game feel haha... its graphics really rock lol. Also now getting better in the game warcraft 3... kinda outdated by some modern people.. but we just like to play such kind of games... finally able to defeat 100% diffculty com muhahaha in half an hour + time ^_^.. but hor just a few days ago some darn thing happened and it really made my mood bad argh... HOW COULD HEAVEN DO THIS TO MY NEIGHBOUR?!? WTF. This is the first thing i thought of when i learnt that my neighbour had passed away... but get to know that my neighbour is only 40+, has a family and currently his two sons are in primary school and kindergarden and the mother is not working. My neighbour cause of death is 2 tumour burst in his brain and caused him to blackout and fall heavily in the toilet. Thats not the point, wat the main thing is. Imagine so yooung lose your own dearest father, and the younger son still does not know wat is death and could still smile and play during his father's funeral while the elder son knows what it is and is veri solemn and depressed. So young having such a big impact on him.. Haiz... imagine everyday expected to see your smiling father coming back and now it is never, ever going to happen again. MOREOVER their financial difficulties... i wonder how are they going to solve. WTF HOW COULD HEAVEN DO THIS? I am glad my fren py told me my neighbour is now in better hands.. i am glad if this is true, but how about the family, haiz... now i dun think i can ever see the pure laughter of my neighbour's children again ba....... >.<
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